There you are, with your
soul-mate, under a moonlit night (or maybe in a sunny day, a windy park or plain road,
well, that doesn't matter);
you two longed to be with each other in a moment like this and this is
it. You dress to kill, wear your favorite perfume and can't stop checking with
mirror prior leaving. The world stops the second you see them
and you thank God for making it happen. You try to cover your permanent smile
with a rather cool exterior and utter simple YESs and NOs for things you can
blabber a speech over.
And then, midst all this mushiness, the brain gets in the way.
You wonder, A. “Is it
just me or this breathlessly wonderful person here for real?”
Or an average B. “Am I
looking good enough?”
Or still okay, C. “Will
we make it to the end?”
Or the show-breaker, D.
“How am I supposed to pretend I don’t feel overly possessive about him/her and
want to scrap off every last soul who eyes on my dearly beloved?”
Sadly no matter what
option you go with, your mental boat starts to sink.
Instead of celebrating
the precious time together, you fall in the dirty trap of Thinking, followed by the vicious Analyzing and Over Thinking;
and aw poor baby never actually did any of it by his/her will. It just happened, every
time you heard the word - love.
If you ask me, I have
thought about all the above mentioned options at least a gazillion times
already. At times, I screwed up while at others, it seemed cute.
But the point is, ‘IS IT
WORTH’
Well if you refer to the
sane no-moody-days normal-me, I’ll never do that stupidity in the first place
and if I accidentally did, I will drop it the same time.
But then again, I am not
usually a routine person, so you can get the drift.
Disclaimer: Over
Thinking can
be is
immensely fatal to health, wealth and every part of your being, better chuck the damn bitch right away or it will eat you without even knowing.
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Oh GOD! This is just awesome. You have written something that describes your situation very well. And I liked how you have written this. Rishaaaa, I love you and nobody can know better than you that over thinking kills. I am a victim of this thing as well and you need to lecture me about how to stop over thinking. Just TOO MUCH sometimes! And keeep writing. XO
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your kind words Ridxy. Being a hopeless case myself, I might fail lecturing you with the cures sweetheart; but, we can ALWAYS try :)
DeleteOver thinking things is all I ever do, I just don't know how to stop.
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DeleteI so so so wish.
Seriously . I Overthink Things.
ReplyDeleteThere it is. Seems like we all do, some, a little; others, like me and you !
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