When I was small (not as per height, coz that way I won’t be able to call myself big at all) I mean when I was somewhere in 5th grade, I dreamt of becoming a mathematician and that too a renowned one, for whom solving problems would be nothing but a cakewalk! Okay let me tell you a small secret here, I suck at this subject like anything, but then, a dream is a dream!
After a year or two, I found myself addicted to the space and decided to become an Astronomer right away. My sole focus then was getting into NASA, some way or the other. I used to surf all similar internet sites, watch space news, read innumerous papers and magazines and gather as much information as possible. Even dared to ask for a branded telescope as my next birthday gift, embarrassingly, got slapped for the same. My second not-so-successful-dream-story.
Moving on,
I am in Tenth grade, things are no more casual now and it’s high time I make up my mind for ‘What next’. And So I did. I am going to be a Dermatologist. Yes. This one. After all, I love my skin; wanna make it better, and who knows I end up possessing the best skin in the world by learning the same. So dramatic, I know. Bah, yet again, this third dream shattered when I was exposed to the harsh reality of taking med and studying like an idiot in order to be one. Probably, was too lazy to do that.
The following things crossed my mind too:
A Singer, but I almost scared myself to death with my first pathetic attempt!
A Chef, but even the cow refused to taste that delicious maggi made by me!
A musician, but banged the guitar so bad that the strings broke loose on the first go itself!
Phew, they were some of the stories of my triumphs! ;)
A Singer, but I almost scared myself to death with my first pathetic attempt!
A Chef, but even the cow refused to taste that delicious maggi made by me!
A musician, but banged the guitar so bad that the strings broke loose on the first go itself!
Phew, they were some of the stories of my triumphs! ;)
Finally ended up with Non-medical. Henceforth, took engineering as a career, studied Electronics for four years. Not able to understand even the basics properly till date, but never mind!
Know what, while all this time of this and that, one thing remain untouched, my love for Literature and Writing. It has that element which is more than enough to make me happy, soothing me, it’s something I can hold onto and most importantly, it gives me the power to dream! Again and again!
As someone has rightly quoted , "Dreams are the touchstones of our character"
Check out Only One by Alex Band in the meanwhile.
Open ho gai. Fabulously written. Its d heart wich is sad bt d power of thinking made it v strng 4 u 2 get it in ur skin.gud dat u dint became a dermatologist,u wud hve stpd it 2 get inside u, u knw na dr's r v careful.hapy dat u dint became a mathematician, u wud hve stuckd wid d negative nd positive nos wid d cloud of algebra nd trignometry.u hve 2 dril ur mind 2 play wid d silly nos,u wud hve gt an ans bt dat wudnt have satisfied u.again thnks u dint went 2 NASA, d space nd rockets wud hve limited u lyk a one way traffic, only thinking abt dem. Gud u gt rid of dat. V v v gud u ended up wid btech,yup as u said u stil dnt knw d E of electronics nd its nt in ur mind. Bt did u noticed one thng, u remained dat kid who started dreaming, nd d stuffs in ur mind remained d same coz nthng overcome it. U remained a dreamer wid dynamic qualities. U r a writer,a thinker, an engg, u r so many things, it al wud hve been ended once u wud hve becum a mathematician,or a Nasa scientist or a dermatologist. U r a dreamer nd u r dynamic.u r an engg bt wid words of writing. U r a thinker coz u think. U r Risha coz u dream.
ReplyDeleteOpen ho gai. Fabulously written. Its d heart wich is sad bt d power of thinking made it v strng 4 u 2 get it in ur skin.gud dat u dint became a dermatologist,u wud hve stpd it 2 get inside u, u knw na dr's r v careful.hapy dat u dint became a mathematician, u wud hve stuckd wid d negative nd positive nos wid d cloud of algebra nd trignometry.u hve 2 dril ur mind 2 play wid d silly nos,u wud hve gt an ans bt dat wudnt have satisfied u.again thnks u dint went 2 NASA, d space nd rockets wud hve limited u lyk a one way traffic, only thinking abt dem. Gud u gt rid of dat. V v v gud u ended up wid btech,yup as u said u stil dnt knw d E of electronics nd its nt in ur mind. Bt did u noticed one thng, u remained dat kid who started dreaming, nd d stuffs in ur mind remained d same coz nthng overcome it. U remained a dreamer wid dynamic qualities. U r a writer,a thinker, an engg, u r so many things, it al wud hve been ended once u wud hve becum a mathematician,or a Nasa scientist or a dermatologist. U r a dreamer nd u r dynamic.u r an engg bt wid words of writing. U r a thinker coz u think. U r Risha coz u dream.
ReplyDeleteSo many dreams! :] That's okay though, girl. I always believe that as long as you are capable of dreaming, then you can never lose.
ReplyDeleteXoXo, Bree
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Literature is a like a dream...So much hidden in layers of those words...:)
ReplyDeleteYou sound like me except that the professions I chose were different:) And now that I actually have to take a decision, I find myself without a clue:P
ReplyDeleteHopefully, someday, we'll find where we belong.
Cheers to that:)
RISHAAAAAA... I HATEEEEEEEEE YOU!!!
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As you know that am new to your blog .. have read 4-5 of your posts.. but did I ever tell you that why I didn't think twice before hitting the "follower" button?? that is your post "The Starry Night Sky"...
and then when you wrote..
"I found myself addicted to the space and decided to become an Astronomer right away. My sole focus then was getting into NASA, some way or the other. I used to surf all similar internet sites, watch space news, read innumerous papers and magazines and gather as much information as possible. Even dared to ask for a branded telescope.."
I heard myself saying "f***!! this is so damn me!!!" :')
I wanted to become pilot, actress :D and then astrophysicist!! and still now I want to become a roboticist, hacker ,and what not !! :D
and now that am doing aeronautical engg , I have no clue where I will land up at last :/
sometimes I wish we could be everything we dreamt in this one life !! love ya!!! :D c
Same here..
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I wanted to be like.. EVERYTHING!!
And I did consider becoming a astronaut too..but then there is PHYSICS in it. >_<
As of now, I still havent decided..
:D
yeah your love for Literature reflects in each and every of your post. why dont you make it as a carrier. take lesson from the movie 3 idiot >:P. you should make the carrier in that filed in which you are perfact :P. You can be good content writer. :P
ReplyDeleteNo one has one dream..now a days...there is no fun in wanting to be one thing..and not others...All I want is everything..(as the posters below my office says..)..and all I want to be is everyone..(filmmaker, sportsperson, writer, traveler and sometimes no one...). At the moment, I am happy being just me..and being happy..is all that matters to everyone..
ReplyDeleteI hope..you get to fulfill some or all of your dreams...Hang on to them..I say ;)
Dreamer? Me too! *hi-5*
ReplyDeleteI wanted to be an astronaut since 4th grade till 8th. Then realized maths and science is not for me :p 8th me I started getting praise for my essays and all. Then I wanted to be a journalist. Now in 11th, I'm doing arts. Agge want to do-as of now- law, psychology or journalism :)
I'll be brutally honest and probably make anyone who reads this comment detest me. Right from the start, I've always wanted to be independent, and the one thing I've kept asking myself is 'What would make me happy?' the answer would include travelling to offbeat places,reading and bread with Nutella :P Now, since I hail from a middle class family, it definitely isn't possible for my parents to get me whatever and whenever I ask for it :D So its clear.Money.I'd like to make lots and lots of money (as long as its earned in a perfectly legal manner :P)so that I can buy all the books and train sets I want,and travel to Machu Pichhu one day :) Oh, and adopting a kid also features on my to-do list. There you go, I'm as cold hearted and selfish as they come :P Go on, you're free to hate me :D :D
ReplyDeletepretty much the same here.. shattering dreams got me into instrumentation engineering and now after 3 years.. I'm again up with the same question .. what's next ??
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Why are almost all dreamers commenting on this post into engineering :P It isn't some back up plan folks, Its one hell of a job, mine was a roller-coaster ;) I did a decent job there :)
ReplyDeleteI think I remember your astronaut dream rish :D not the birthday present telescope thing :D
I don't dream now, I'm depressed that way.
And I don't hate you sushmit, i like the way you think practically :)
I wanted to be an astronomer too!
ReplyDeleteNever a mathematician :D Can't stand maths!
I wanted to be a model, a dentist :D But then, science isn't for me :)
Indeed, writing is something which will never die :)
Lovely post!
@ your comment: Glad you liked it. I've posted the next part :) Maybe, you could try playing the guitar for the background :D And hope you don't break the strings :P
Keep writing!
Take Care.
Splendid!!!
ReplyDeletewell i guess its been a long journey but you lived all those dreams quite well.Maths genius ? I remember that.You did ADD happiness and smiles to the faces of all people around you running around with your sis mugri in your hand.In fact the animals in your locality were your celebrated disciples for years:) Astronomer ? Every godamn star out there has been in your company ever since.And you know about the moon which always claimed to be your secret lover in nights.Dermatologist - You always were.How do you Dadi looks so young even today ? Didn't you give her your magical sweetness therapy everyday ?:) Singer - Ummmm ask the lil butterfly who sat by your window every single day hoping she would be able to hear you croon her fav songs :) Chef ? this is hard but you try your best not to kill people and its praiseworthy ;) Guitarist ? It will never leave you.Strum it when you want.In nutshell you did cool right through living these dreams.And you are living one now - your writing and of being an angel of love :)
ReplyDeleteNow I'll tell you a part of mine.
ReplyDeleteI wanted to be a scientist first, when I was small.
Then as I grew, I got this fascination of being an astronaut. At annual award distribution, the guest asked me what I wanted to be, I said 'Aeronaut' or Cosmonaut (I don't exactly remember what I said of these two).
Then, once when I was feeling down, I made new friends, in stars, and now I was more determined to be an astronaut. I even had a newsletter subscription from ESA and NASA, and my name is there in Mars rover's (R.I.P.) chip.
So, I became an ELectronics and communication engineer to achieve that goal.
I read that it needs a good initial career to get selected for NASA. Then there is Chandrayaan and ISRO.
I am still wishing, and willing :)
And when I had asked my parents for a telescope, they said, the pocket money that I get, which was 200/- per month, they said save it and I might get it.
Okay, I never needed a telescope from where I gazed, so I did not save. Now I will, because this place is new :)
Cheers
Blasphemous Aesthete
Awesome write up. It's good to dream, because only when you dream, you've got something to aim for, else you are as directionless as a mild wind.
ReplyDeleteWell my dream, nay my obsession when I was 5 was to become a Bus Driver (yes I was never really the high expectation type) turns out someone above wanted me to become an engineer.
abey shanky tu yaha kaise :o;O:O
ReplyDelete@ Sohaib: Wow, so much said and written! You sure gonna be an awesome writer yourself, I like your post!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Thank you :)
@ Bree: Indeed! Very well said, girl. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteLove, Risha :)
@ Saru Di : That was an underlying thought, and you are amazing to understand the same! :)
ReplyDeleteLove, Risha :)
Priyanka: Exactly sweetie, Living soul less if without a dream, so it's totally worth it!
ReplyDeleteCheers to this! Thank you!
Love, Risha :)
@ Ananya: And I love ya too darlin' :)
ReplyDeleteAeronautical engg sounds interesting to me, I know I know It ain't the same to you, simply coz you into it ;)
And Starry Night is one of my fav posts too so cheers to this !
Btw, I got to know a bit more about you which is great, my stunning actress :D
Thank you a ton.
Love, Risha :)
And yeah, you gonna rock in whichever profession you choose! :)
ReplyDeleteThe Blue Periwinkle: Hi five for your indecisiveness, at least you are honest enough to admit that :)
ReplyDeleteAnd I kind of love Physics minus the parabolic and acceleration stuff and that consumes about 50% of it so okay whatever ;) :D
Anyways, Good luck sweetheart!
Love, Risha :)
@ Lucky: Content Writer could be an option but then, for now, kinda satisfied with the Blog thing! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for reading :)
@ Kunnu: So true, variety is the spice of life and dreams as well for that matter :)
ReplyDeleteThank you and Good luck 2 :)
Love, Risha :)
@ Blahbaholic: Dreamy Hi five, Yayy ;)
ReplyDeleteAnd you are on the right track girl, Being a Humanities student, you might get to live your dream one day! Awesome, sweetie, Good luck :)
Love, Risha :)
@ Sushmit: Money is all we need, yeah! ;)
ReplyDeleteYes, off course, I mean how many of us would actually be satisfied in working without being paid, no one I guess so that's THE THING! :)
Totally totally appreciate your blunt attitude, cheers to the same!
Good luck!
Love, Risha :)
@ Rachit: Yes, engg is quite monotonous after a certain level, but then, one can always explore other options. Even if switching lines seems inappropriate , they never fail to make you happy and alive inside, right! :)
ReplyDeleteSo, Good luck!
Love, Risha :)
@ Ayu: Probably, engineering is more to do with realizing your hidden talent that to learn technology! :D
ReplyDeleteAnd dreaming never depress you, on the contrary it makes you all the way more lively!
Lol to the birthday slap :D :D
Love, Risha :)
@ Philo: Whoa, everyone wanna be an astronomer here, and Writing, it's a different experience altogether, I'm sure you know that :)
ReplyDeleteBTW, NASA is seriously missing on some great talents, I guess! :D :D
And I so wanna learn guitar so will do that for ya ;)
Thank you sweetie, Love, Risha :)
@ Shashank: Thank you for reading :)
ReplyDelete@ Suree: And that shows you know me extremely well!!
ReplyDeleteYes, I am one hopeless star gazer and know what I so wanna have one of those stars here with me , I'll name it Risha ;) :D
Moon and I share a relation already,I am it's moonlight after all :D
Coming to Dadi,oh, she looks stunning even now and all thanks to me, Omg, silly fans :P
Btw, you are one amazing Angel yourself, Gabriel :)
Seriously, all Your comments are diabetic :)
Thank you so much, dear!
Love, Risha :)
@ BA: Wow, I mean you dream it all and you are on your way to achieve all of it which is fab!
ReplyDeleteKudos for all the work you did and the awards :)
Hi five for the Electronics stream :)
Do lemme know when you get the tele-awesome-scope!
Good luck Anshul, Thank you for sharing this lot!
Love, Risha :)
AS: Haha, amazing, see, it's never bad to dream sucha unique dream you have and salute to the same! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for appreciating and keep visiting !
Love, Risha :)
@ Lucky again: Okay, that ain't for me :D
ReplyDeleteYou can do a Phd in literature in america w/o a bachelors degree even :D... All u need to do is write tofel and score like I did :P
ReplyDeleteEven I dreamt of many many professions like that. But ended up as an engineer :D
ReplyDeleteI loved that part 'things crossing my mind'. LOL :D
Good one Risha :)
risha :P
ReplyDeleteactually i am shocked to see shanky here. I met him in this virtual world 1 year ago on orkut :D.
btw i saw that you have read fountainhead :P......a girl read fountainhead makes me shocked :P.... me too started reading fountain head , but not getting anything :P...its very filosphical with typical words hehe
@risha
ReplyDeletei was talking about your carrier in literature :p.... btw what are you doing these days ??
I guess u r a very undecided person who wants to do a lot of things but can't! The same case is with me! I a bad at Maths. I desperately wanted to be a heart surgeon buh god I m too lazy and also I cant study all the subjects!
ReplyDeleteRight now im in eleventh grade studying eco n stuff! I guess u wont be interested in details!
anyway i am still not sure of what will i do. All i know is that I want to do somethng really awesome! lol! That makes least sense!
@ Abhishek: Yeah, I know about it but my parents, they wont lemme go that far, you know, would perhaps accompany me instead, they still consider me as a kiddo, I guess I need to show 'em my Birth certificate once again! :D :D
ReplyDelete@ BV: Lol, one more engineer saying the same, I get the real inspiration behind 3 idiots now! :D :D
ReplyDeleteThank you sweetie :)
Love, Risha :)
Super Cool! Really enjoyed going through it, thanks for sharing some beautiful moments of your life :-)
ReplyDelete@ Lucky twice again : Lol, yeah I'mma kinda philosophical and I love it that way :)
ReplyDeleteBtw, I'm working presently, where what, why, well, I wont tell! :D
Thank you :)
@ Ridx: Well, I managed to do a lot :)
ReplyDeleteI keep on advice people to eat well and do whatever they can to keep their skin healthy and glowing, stars and moons and that freaking awesome pole star, they all are my friends now, we talk to each other you know, singing, music and cooking, well, I still try my hands on all of em! Forget about Maths tho' :D
I'm living these dreams every single moment of the day and night, and I'm incomplete without them, altho I still want more and more. But for now, this surely makes life awesome for me! :)
And for you, I love details so put them here and I promise I wont sleep :)
Thank you, Love, Risha :)
@ AK: My pleasure! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your words and dropping by :)
Love, Risha :)
where what, why, well, I wont tell! :D
ReplyDelete[b]ok :O
@luckie
ReplyDeletethe world is not so big after all :P :D
Dream on such that when you open your eyes you see it come true.
ReplyDeleteour 'want to be a' does change a we grow, but at the end what matters is what we have achieved now, we must be happy with it :)
we can work, when done with our heart.
I will always say, Thanks for the song ;)
@ BH: Wow to those beautiful thoughts your heart possess, I so agree with all of it! :)
ReplyDeleteAnd the songs, oh, glad to know they are worth to you, your welcome sweetie :)
Love, Risha :)
@shanky ; hmm may be :P
ReplyDeletehaha even I've wanted to be so many different people but then now I don't know whats in store for me..hmm
ReplyDeleteLike your blog :)... Say hi to your 106th follower :D ♥
Thank you so much for your comment. I'm so glad you liked my post. Your comment made my day :) Seriously!
ReplyDeleteThank You once again. Do come by again.
Happy Blogging :)
Well, the first post said, that it is about lost love :)
ReplyDeleteWhy don't you do a guest entry, and write the story with a happy ending? :)
@ Confused Soul: Hi my sweet 106th follower there! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much and you write real well :)
Love, Risha :)
@ Philo: Yeah, Id love to!
ReplyDeleteA story as in a poem or maybe a song for that matter, on love, interesting!
Thank you for asking me this :)
Hehe... that's what I tell to every one about us, the engineers. We end up here because we are not sure what to do with life.
ReplyDeleteMe too, would tag on many instances mentioned there actually :D
And the most liked part of your blog, btw is, *Writing, as I take it, ain't about heavy, difficult to pronounce words. The purpose is just one, "From My Heart To Your Heart"*
aJ
Did a follow up on Aura. The last part :)
ReplyDeleteNext will be your follow up =D
and well :) exactly my story! i wanted to be a fashion designer, miss word (yes i wanted to), model, pilot, mother teressa :| and what not!
ReplyDeleteam an engineer too, and accepted that i was stupid back then to not take arts....writing and photography is what i looowweee now :) first time here, loved how you write...
@ Aakash: Lol, I ain't alone and it feels great! :D
ReplyDeleteEngineers, all over the world feel somewhat like this, oh Poor we :D :D
And Thank you. Btw, your blog is sheer fun :)
Love, Risha :)
@Philo: Yeah, I'mma excited for my guest post already! :D
ReplyDelete@ Chintan: You wanted to be Mother Teressa :D :D
ReplyDeleteWell, a dream is a dream, no matter what :)
And my fellow Engineer, I so feel your pain, But nevamind, same pinch for the two things you like! :)
Thank you :)
Love, Risha :)
frankly saying i never had a dream of any profession. i use to see the dreams of richness and luxury things but never had dream any particular profession :P.. and same like others i choose engg. ( bhed chaal ) :D
ReplyDeletehilarrious... i wonder what IF...what if you had achieved any of your first dreams... like anything was possible then...
ReplyDeletebut i wonder what is common between your dreams and what you chose :P
i mean a dermatologist becoming an engineer? :)
anyways now that you have found what you are going to be... best of luck...keep writing such wonderful things...
P.S. why didnt it occur to you that you can be a famous writer?
@ Lucky: Haha,That's an honest comment! :)
ReplyDeleteAnd most of the Engineers would agree on this one :D :D
Thank you!
Love, Risha :)
@ MI: Lol, had there been something common, I bet this post wouldn't have been here :D :D
ReplyDeleteAnd the phrase, 'Famous Writer' grabbed most of my attention, thank you , I so badly wish I did !!
Still, I have you people around to make me happy, so the battle ain't completely lost you know! :)
Cheers, Love, Risha :)
:P :D
ReplyDeleteAmazing (:
ReplyDeleteexcellent actually coz, i can relate with the very first line not toally as i never thought of becoming mathematician as that i know cannot even take place in far dreams, but yeah first a fighter pilot , then a physicist which is still on and that too a renowned one :P ahhaha totally captured my sight as if i would have written i would have written the same lines no double thoughts ...my memory revisited here through this article... :)
ReplyDelete@Nia: *Smiles*
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